Chunky monkey

Grabbing some pics for people. Came across fat Adam.

https://photos.app.goo.gl/XbnUNsMYuj9VtoVD8

That was after I left the kitchen to sit in in a cubicle all day. Didn’t realize I needed to do more since I wasn’t running around a kitchen all day. I started biking to work after a while and lost it.

Also a favorite..

https://photos.app.goo.gl/DBepKVdeasNKaBGT8

Look at that stud. Surrounded by the ladies. My mother made that sweet outfit for me.

Have a whole day of dealing with legal issues. Weeee!

Have to evict them from my home, deal with the probate court to get ahead of any moves to take part of the house, and whatever else I find I need to do.

Been making sure all of Andrea’s friends know.

Got to the Facebook post phase. I talked to everyone I could before. No help from the family. Shitbags. It’s all on me.

I do not like them. They are too busy working on me killing her and doing whatever to my house.

Spiro said he has 3 lawyers ready to go after me. Might have told you that. This is so fucked. I just want to not have to deal with it anymore and move on.

Been wanting that for a long time. That wasn’t Andrea for years, not my wife for a long time. Yet I’m having to deal with it. It’s my responsibility if no one else is doing anything.

I’m working on getting help from friends.

I really must have been Hitler in a last life. Wtf with my life..

I hope you are doing good. It’s hard not being able to hear from you. Talk when you can and let me know what’s up with you. I’m sure I’ll rant more here today.

I’m glad I set this site up. It’s not just a good way to communicate in our mostly one way chats, it’s a good archive of everything.

Ltsooy. I’m going to catch you.

5:49 pm edit.

I said fuck it. I need help.

I got ahold of everyone I could one on one about Andrea. And they talked to each other.

I posted to Facebook about it. Asked for help. Really just for the memorial. Just take a little off my shoulders. I’m not good about that.

Got a lot of responses. I finnaly did kind of lay some of it out. Not too much, being respectful.

Had one friend who I don’t even remember send me money. No clue who she is. I didn’t want that. But they wanted to help.

My south Carolina family got ahold of me. Lots of people. Needed that.

Not sure if it’s the right way to go about it. Me and Andrea didn’t even like each other. She was paranoid I was out to get her. Someone else should be doing something. Not just me. I wanted to get away from her and her family should have taking care of her. I told them what needed to happen.

Ehhh. It’s so fucked. I’ll take any help.

Her closer friends still think i hurt her. I still got in touch out of respect. It’s all on me apparently.

I’m doing fine right thing. My responsibility I’m married to her.

Got my own candy. Don’t need to steal from the drawer. Although I may want to see what you have.

7:00

You get to hear about every part of my day here.

Getting my ass out for a while. Josh called, he’s at jakinoes. Headed out for a little.

Did not get done what I wanted. Although….

Just tried to get into a strangers car thinking it was my Lyft.

… I think I found an easier way to deal with it the eviction. Should just be able to file into the divorce case.

Can’t find my Lyft driver. Sneaky basterds around here. Sometimes they go in the alleyway sometimes they’re up front I don’t know where this guy is.

Hope I don’t bore you with all this. Only thing I have to connect.

He found me! Right car this time.

It’s one of those I am to tired to go out because I’m old as shit but Ill probably rally nights.

Hope your good for the witching hour. Lu

8pm

God damn it. I figured out what they are doing at the house. Making Improvements to claim Stewardship of the house, they can say they maintained it while I was gone, and they may know I need to move back so they are wasting time. Fucking assholes.

I did the right things. There’s a police incident report of me going there and explaining what I wanted. I talked with the cop for a long time.

There should be a fair amount documented.

I have to file with the probate court quickly.

I hate these people. So I get to go up against their lawyers now.

They can’t take everything. They can just jam up the process. I’ll still be good. There’s enough on record. Just more of a pain in my ass when I should be doing other things.

When do I get the Stearns out of my life?

10:20 I’m back…

Got home a while ago. Good to get out. Josh always tries to get me to go back to his place to hang and stay there for the night. I think he’s just lonely. He used to stay at my house a lot. When it was just me and Trey. We had it good.

He can fall asleep anywhere. It was impressive. Have a pic of him with my guitar still in his hands first thing in the morning.

He is really a interesting character and we are very strange friends.

The man can talk like no one I’ve known. Always seems to know everyone. I just tell people he’s magic.

I hope you night is going ok. I hate these hours.

It’ll end at some point for you. You got this. Wish I could talk to you now and say that to you. I hate that too.

Apparently I have a young hottie wanting some of this. Sister of one of joshes ladies. Ya.

Was making the chat with her a while ago. Like I don’t even know how long ago. Year and a half, not sure.

She’s been talking About me still. Her sister got drunk as shit and got all wierd about it the night i met her. The sister drinks drinks. She cock blocked me. Not cool.

Not going there. I said I wouldn’t to you. Nice to hear though. It was before everything.

I had to drive 5 hours to rescue Josh from the sister a few years back. Up on some reservation. She threw a bottle through the wall or something and attacked him. He didn’t have a way back. She gets violent. Not sure why he talks to her. Not doing that again.

So I had to do an extraction.

There was this young boy at the house there. He was acting all thugish when I got there. But not fake. It was weird. Like that kid may have pulled a gun on me.

That was a weird place overall. Wanted to leave quick.

I got Josh out of there and got a hotel for the night. We got a little too stoned. Went to the bar for one and both got paranoid. Too high. Tried talking to some girls that were looking at us. Had to cut bait and run. Couldn’t do it.

They have good weed up there.

I don’t remember how long it took me to find the hotel. Was driving around for a while. Small town not much traffic so I wasn’t worried. It was funny as shit. I got lost in this tiny town. I can remember where to go now if I had to do it again. It was like one turn.

You ladies don’t forget about me do you. 😁

Gong to have a snack, play some and maybe just go to bed.

Miss you. And I really want into that candy drawer now.

Talk tomorrow. Be safe. Sleep well. Ltsooy.