I still have most of that vape pen and a few other flower donations. I don’t really smoke that much.
Maybe today. Taking it easy today. Time fkr a break.
I thought the funeral home intake was today. It’s tomorrow. I can’t even get my family to contact theirs to let them know whats up. I do not understand any of these people.
Hope to hear how you are today.
Not sure what I’m going to do with my day. Probably screw with some projects and decompress.
Might go up to the smoke shop and ask about that job. Fuck it. Something easy to do while everything gets sorted.
Although knowing me I may get back onto it all.
I actually think I might have a civil case against Spiro and Anastasia now. Have to think about that.
It really is apparent they used an ofp to take control of the home. And spiro threatened me again. I kind of tricked him into it the first time. He isn’t too smart.
It’s strangely kind of fun to deal with some of it. A puzzle, if you will. And I don’t like rich assholes picking on people.
Edited here…
Was writing as I got your email.
I’m so sorry. You deserve to be happy. It is so hard to watch. I originally thought fuck him. But I get it. It’s horrible to watch someone go through that and having to make the choice to pull away.
I waited for a long time to do that. I fought it for a long time. Felt it was my responsibility to fix it or take care of her. I couldn’t.
Your in a bad state of limbo. That has to be incredibly hard. I know you are balancing everything.
I wish I could make it better and be there for you.
Numb sucks. It’s all we have sometimes.
I’m here for, you even if all I can do is this.
I love the shit out of you. It will get better. Do what you can when you can. Give .e tbe slave between the lines.
It’s going to be okay. Document everything.
I rewrote some of this. I was insensitive and just sad and mad about what you are going through.
I should know better. Feel like kind of an ass for not understanding that.
I’ll keep everything here. I write every day.
I hear you. Ltsooy.
Holy shit. Apparently people know whats going on now
I was careful to be respectful and not say too much. I just deleted it.
Thks is how pathetic I am. My hair tie got too loose and fell off. I found another, but its too tight.
I’ve Had this on my hand like this for the last day and a half. Needed you with me.
Oh you are in trouble lady.
Getting more done. Have to keep at it. Not stressing as much. Important things are done.
Waiting to make sure everything is accepted by the court.
It’s me against 3 lawyers and a lot of money. I’m going to hit them every day.
I’m getting my house back. Maybey more.
Never fuck with a nerd. I haven’t even fired up the custom ai script I have to get more details. I documented everything through texts and emails.
It was a good learning experience to figure out the script also. So win win.
I’m on a mission. They screwed not only with me, but you(that was a hard line I gave them) and my family and friends.
Anastasia is an absolute nut job. I think she’s at the point where it’s just about winning.
First filing accepted. Might get them out.
5:30
Made a run to the bank. Funds are low. Couldn’t take out, or even put in what I needed. 😁
Having a chill evening. Might play with some projects.
I’ve gotten enough done of late. Still picking at the riff a day thing. Got sidetracked with everything.
And I really want to start on that audio documentary. I have sd more ideas that have been percolating. A lot of that is that is that there is a big emotional tie to me. Not sure if I’m ready. Or maybe it’s good I’m not. It being raw is not a bad thing.
I want something to pitch in not too long.
Don’t know yet. It’s a whatever the fuck want to do night.
8:30
Hey darling.
Got me a nap in. Woke up to emails from you again . Had to check my phone didn’t know if they actually happened.
I’m having me some food and figuring out my night. My schedule has gotten off since I don’t have a snore partner.
It was really weird I focused on that dude in jail to help me sleep because he sounded like you. Still don’t know how I feel about that.
Having a smoke and food. I’m sure I’ll write more.
Not sure if you remember, but one of my goals after leaving the stib was to be a better writer. Can’t say I am, bjt it’s becoming easier for me.
I think I’ve made some progress. Had to have. Relationship through a rectangle and now this.
Have to learn a few things. And I actually did pretty good with my sexting.
You know, when I used my voice quietly in your ear to tell you what I was going to to do to you. While my hand moves up your leg, finds every spot that makes you move.
My other holding the back of your head tightly. Pushed up against you as we lay on the cooch.
Slowly moving against each other. My breath in your ear, warm. Just there as we move.
It’s like we are 16. Hard and wet.
My hand moves up further as my mouth moves from your ear. Down slowly. You can still feel my breath on ever inch of you. My tongue and mouth moving as I pull your shirt off finnaly.
My mouth finnaly finds your nipples. And I bite jist enough to hear you and watch you move.
I love to watch you move. I love to hear every sound my make. You are my Jillian.
I want to hear you say my name. When you can.
I’m going to move down further. Pull the pants off.
I’m not going there yet. I go past. But I am so fucking turned on by your movements. I know how you move. Pushing against my mouth on every part of you.
I stop closse to your knees. Look up a d most stare into your eyes. That’s what I want. I say your name, Jillian.
We stay like that for a while as my hands are at the back of your knees and anywhere else they can find.
I can’t wait. I want to see you move and moan more. I want you to to explode. I. Want to fuck you after, ladies first…
I will take my time getting there. Every inch of your skin.
I’ll circle around a little to make you wait a little longer. I’m waiting too.
Fuck it i can’t wait. I need to hear what I can do to you. I’m there. Not talking my time.
My hands, I don’t even know what they are doing, all I feel is all of you. They squeeze and they move as my young and mouth do.
They finnaly grab you by the upper thighs as I make you move more I have to hold on.
You get louder. There’s no one at our home fkr the night. You can let go. Scream if you want. I want it.
My mouth and tongue are doing exactly what you like, I know because I know every move and sound my make.
I’m holding on right now. I would loose control of it didn’t. I’m hard s fuck. Waiting for you to get the first go.
Thinking about fucking you, it’s hard not to move up to get inside you.
I start to hear it. I fucking love the noise of my cuming. Now I also love it because I can move up.
No teasing, no waiting. This is fucking now. I want you to have 4 more as I am in you.
To be continued….
We are going to have fun when we can.
One way text sex. Interesting.
Lu.
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