That one email made my day better. Just a hint of my Jillian! and my day is better.
Did I grovel enough, or should I continue? I should probably continue some. i always own my shit.
I love you.(Not even letters) More latter tonight. Need to file more. Assholes.
It absolutely killed me I may have fucked this up. This shit is going to get better. There will be enough no matter what.
8PM
Ok. You know that Andrea sent messages. There was a vase of roses at the house. Seemed odd and stuck out to me, they were new. There are a bunch of rose petals where I smoke now. Recently.
Staj, likes to play games and brag. Please keep your eyes open. Considering today, she may be escalating. Kind of odd to have rose petals pulled off and put out like that.
I’d like to say I might be overthinking it. I can’t. Might just be fucking with me since she got me out.
Keep your eyes open. Fuck-n-a.
Assholes, I really don’t know what to do yet.
This is too timely for me to ignore.
9pm
Hi love.
I just want to say hi. Miss your face. That is all for 9pm.
And not much latter, yet another filing. Had to document what they took with probate. Seriously never get divorced. Or just stick with me? I won’t get you arrested. I might steal your candy though.
A little latter
I need to take my ass to bed. I am exhausted.
You’re my Jilian. Grovel, Grovel. I kind of like that word.
Love you dearly. Wish we could talk about what’s going on with you. That’s hard. I want to be there for you. Even a one-way thing is meaningful, we just are.
Take care of yourself and sleep well.
p.s. I was so ringing the ring cameras repeatedly pretending try to set them up past 12am. They would have been getting notifications for each time. Assholes.
p.p.s. I love that blue coat you got me. Warm enough for it lately. It is really soft.
p.p.p.s What does p.s. mean even? On that note off to bed. LU.
p.p.p.p.s I missed Valentine’s Day. I did want to do something. I owe you. Ya, hallmark holiday, still a good excuse to do something.
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