Taking it easy today. I way overdid it with everything going on.
Felt I needed to get it all done. A lot of shit happened in 2 days. The worst of which is me probably fucking us up. I wanted us, more than anything else. I’ll grovel a little at least a little every day.
Going to do some recording today. Play with some stuff. I can be creative for the day.
Still really nice here. Got out for a walk. Weirdly nice, it’s February, normally this month scares me.
I’ve got enough done I can start working on my life more.
I think I am going to move after all this. Been on my mind. Not sure where. I have a friend moving to east Asia. Maybe. Depends on our situation.
And, Elliot smithed…(I use them on purpose now…):
I am pretty damn sure my neighbor mike was having a psychotic break last night. Saw him today. He’s better, going to be with family.
Should be able to go home in not too long and sell the place.
LTASOOYMQ Hope all is well. Alway here if you need me.
I’m waiting for your lead.
Ther are gone. I’m going home. I haven’t been home in a long time. I am in tears.
5:30ish
Assholes changed the locks and put in cameras. Waiting on a locksmith. I do not like these people. Still don’t know where the dog is.
12:30pm
Almost 15,000 views already. Only thing I know to do now to get them to back off. The courts will take a while. I don’t know. Feels manipulative, I’m not trying to be. I’m genuinely hurt and concerned.
They took all my clothes also. WTF! And all of the artwork.
LTSOOMYJ Sorry, still groveling and waiting.
1:30AM
It’s nice to be home. Had a fantastic conversation with the lift driver on the way here. Strangers can be the best sometimes. Dude had been though the shit also. I was talking a mile a minute, but getting his story also. Just really excited to go home.
I love those random interactions.
I am going to go take a quick stroll around and go to bed. Or couch, since they took my bed. It was a really nice bed, was looking forward to that. The fancy smancy type. There’s one in the basement also. I can use that. Just not as fancy smancy.
I do have my big ass shower. Ohhhhh. am I going to spend some time there. And my jacuzzi tub. My grill and big green egg. There will be a grilling session soon. I missed my home. I hate living in an apartment. It is so much more chill here than uptown.
Sleep well. I really do feel absolutely terrible and am scared I fucked everything up. I know I caused you more problems. I can’t say it enough. I want you with me, I want to build a new life with you. I wish you were in your crook snoring away now. Every night we fell asleep together I was smiling as I drifted off, a big old grin on my face. LU.
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