I don’t know why you have to go dark darling. And it pains me not to know. But I know that you’re still on board.
I think they’re leaving, my neighbor Lyle saw packing up Tessa’s car as I said. So they grabbed whatever the f*** they wanted from the house and it should be gone soon.
I just have to figure out how to know.
Can not figure out what your letters mean. Might come to me.
You take care of yourself hun.
I’ll just keep writing.
On my way to see my friend Ben now I’m going to the viffer.
Ben’s a good person to talk to. Also he has the zoo hook up.
I love the absolute ever loving shit out of you.
l have that hair tie around three of my fingers still it doesn’t leave. Surprised I haven’t lost it.
I lost my wedding ring within two weeks. So I’m doing good here.
9pm.
First off I am missing you. I cannot wait to not have to do that.
Went out with Ben. Heading home.
Don was working got to tell him to go fuck himself. Makes him happy, and all his coworkers.
The family and friends are talking. Ben came to check on me. I’m ok. Exactly where I would be in this situation. He got it.
Have a few things to file when I get home. Already written. Just need to upload them.
Those assholes may be leaving my house, since they are loading up the car.
I haven’t seen Ben In probably 9 years. I have stories. Could have told them all night.
Being better about taking care of myself and asking for help.
I am trying to behave. I’m doing better at that.
Again holy shit.
I’m working the social also to deal with this. 5700 people saw what I wrote for two posts. Lots of support.
11pm
I went to plan d to see what was going on.
I plan on marrying you. I wanted to not only know you were ok, but to let them know I’m not that guy, explain it. Maybe it was wrong. I can be a dumbass sometimes.
Well a lot of times actually.
We’ve been at this for a while. I just felt it was right to let them know. We are kind of already tied together. It didn’t feel out of line at the time.
He didn’t respond, so it probably was the wrong move. I’m just some rando to them. I’m sorry.
And sorry if I caused problems. Something just doesn’t feel right. I am normally right when I feel this way. But not always.
I just keep rewriting this, I’ll leave it here.(I edited it again)
I love you dearly, and forgive my fuck ups please.
Ditto…
Almost 2.
3 fillings done against the Ofp’s just now.. I made sure to make them public so anyone can look them up. Part of the plan.
Probate tomorrow morning.
I’m going hard at this. They fucked with my Jillian!
I am working on our future.
Pushing it on social also.
Love, I am doing everything I can. It’s my full time job. I love the shit out of you..
I can go to bed now I got everything done I needed. Although I still need to figure out how to take down that picture I assume staj posted.
6am
It’s working. I’ve got over 11,000 views on Facebook now and 1,100 people opened the posts.
And. It’s illegal for them to take things from the house until probate has finished and they get permission. Which they shouldn’t. Have a witness.
They were stealing in the eyes of the court. I’m looking better.
Just woke for a little. Had to check. Back to bed.
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