Fuck the police

Seriously. No end.

Actually the police have been great about the situation. Just a mix up.

Has to start a new post. App is being weird.

The po po’s rolled up to the house and still think thee is an ofp

Called back the medical examiners, they said the mpd knows. The detective told them also.

911 said they said there was an active ofp in the notes from tne call. Idiots.

I want them out and I want to go home. 2 days of calls…

I don’t trust them now.

My life….

Hope my jillian is ok. I hate not knowing.

Even better. I can’t go home still. Have to have them evicted tomorrow. I’m to spun to explain it.

Just talked with an officer he gave me all the info. They know Andrea passed…

Waiting to get served restraining orders from Andreas family I had no clue existed.

What in the ever living fuck!?

Going back to the apartment.

Edit.

The officer talked to staj. They want to stay there for a couple weeks. No. I offered them time, they never responded. 

I deal tomorrow with what to do. 

Edit 2: I had the cop call me asking for pictures of the paperwork. He must have made some mistake.  I hooked him up. Life has become a comedy.

He really was helping. He knew what was up. Laughing on that one.

Edit 2: still texting with the cop at almost 10. He’s a good guy. They really do know what’s going on now I think.

They have access to all of my filings and reports. I filed complaints with them also. They saw it.

A homicide investigator, whom knew of the allegations, helped me. They talked with the medical examiner.

I just don’t know what to say. It’s so surreal.

Can you check me on this? I’m fried. I like to have council to make sure I’m doing the right thing sometimes. Hard when you are in the middle of it.

Love you dearly. You are my Jillian.

It’s going to be an early bedtime for me. Sleep well love. Wish you were here.

I can play my Jillian songs again.

Edit something: slept for a while. I am needing me some food. It’s only 12.20. making another burger, been craving them lately.

Haven’t been getting a lot of protein. Trying to listen my body more and eat better. Not that a burger is great. Been a little better about having food in the apartment.

This place feels so temporary. I haven’t really moved in yet. Normally takes me 6 months. Here it’s never.  I don’t like it here still.

I told them I’d be out within two weeks so they can show it for next month.

They really have been not only understanding, but supportive here. Good place to land fkr a while.

Dopy Adam now.

I want you in my crook. Snoring away. I’d be asleep still likley. Even over the phone I felt a peace by you being there. If I woke up, I’d take your snoring ass with me outside to smoke and then go back to bed with with you.

I miss you. I’m never going to not until I don’t have to. The world be damned, I want my Jillian. 

It’s kind of a silly world anyway. Duckbill platypus?

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