Had to do it.

I’m going to write here some. It’s only available to one person with the password. I promise it won’t be like this moving forward. We just never got to say goodbye. I was in a murderous rage (just pissed, only took out three boy scouts, that’s not too bad right?) about that.

I want to feel I have some way to safely communicate, make stupid jokes and not be forgotten. I fear that. I don’t know if that is the right thing though, I can be ignored, or told to fuck off.

I’ll at least try to be entertaining…

I like to write. It may get weird. I get too into Bukovsky sometimes.

I am still crawling. Mabey I’ll be slow enough to be right on time. Or I’m an idiot. ehhh,

Really just a safe place to stay connected, no matter what happens. I would like to. Even if it’s not what I want out of us. I like knowing you, you know me. No one else does or has.

More to say, but I’m not part of it now. It really is too bad, we are perfect for each other, even if imperfect in what we had to deal with. Can’t have this guy causing problems or making you pine for this fuckbeast. I get it. Just keep that smile for me.

Thank you for what you did for me. I don’t know if you understand the effect you had on me. Won’t get into it, but it was profound. You see me. That’s new to me.

Your good shit.

I don’t know if you will get it anytime soon, on your phone. I’m in running for a small grant from the Metropolitan Arts Council. I used the Date song as my example. The apparently liked it a lot. It wasn’t even a finished version. Got a call today,

There will be more on this site. Some may be just musings or short stories. Dunno, l’ll make sure say what’s going on with me.

It’s been quiet around here. I actually may have Andrea scared after what I filed last, not a peep or any other bullshit. Wiretap laws are serious. I have the evidence.

I stopped going after it. I don’t want it to blow back on your life. Joe really fucked up. Bad. In many ways.

Didn’t name anyone but Andrea. I seriously doubt anything will happen. I didn’t go to the agency’s that would be most likely to look at it. It is a blatant federal crime. I don’t really care if someone saw my wink dink. But someone is getting a dick kick for me If I ever see him. Watching us like that.

Easier to work on what I need to now, Been busy.

Be good, you fantastic woman. There is a comment section below.

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