I talked to my cousin for a long time. She is good shit. My up north family knows what’s up. One is the da for Stearns county.

I got some more resources. Kim will go to bat for me,

I really am at the end of my rope. I’m ok though. I’m sorry you are going through this also, my pain is yours. We can’t put it in a box. Not anymore.

I should have cut it off because of this. I just couldn’t. I love you dearly. I tried to get myself to do it. I couldn’t.

This feels so much like my fault, or something is wrong with me. I’m just a pain in the ass with everything.

On to the dick jokes. Working on that. First one sucked.

Love you.

I am so struggling for a dick joke. Started writing a poem even. I’ll get there, I will.

Beef supreme… (nerd…)

1AM off to bed

Had a good conversation with my cousin. We get along well. Nice to have some family again.

Hope you are sleeping well. Be safe.

I’ll be out of here soon and not alone. That will be nice.

LTEESOOY

3:50

Damn it. Woke up. My box was leaking when I did.

So, a joke there. I remember a few things I am not putting away ever. That’s is for the bank.

You love me…

Some snores would help. They really are southing, not sure how that works,

I really do miss you. Everything is better with you around.

Even as a rectangle.

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