We’ve been having a somewhat one way conversation. I get that now. I can be dense.
This is hard to navigate.
I didn’t know what you felt safe with and not.
Ltsooy. I want the best for you. I will be more aware of the situation now.
I made some pretty big moves this last weekend to deal with everything. Still haven’t heard a peep. That’s good.
Not even Andrea. I really think they are done now. I had to do what you do with gang members and whatnot. Puff the chest up and not back down.
It’s not me. Only when I have to. I don’t like being that person. Interfering in your life was my hard line.
Silence speaks sometimes.
My family also. Them getting played by staj explains a lot. I’m filling a health care directive so they can’t interfere with my care again. They did the same with Andrea.
That was dangerous. I was in an acute situation. Bad information can hurt my care. And it could have screwed with my divorce.
Seriously, I have not seen them in over 6 months. They are next in therapy. Rebecca’s idea after that. She’s right.
She’s going to go all cliche and make me talk about my mother. I knew she’d get there. Damn therapists.
Good to be moving on to other topics more. I have a good grasp on what all happened with Andrea now. That took over a damn year to unpack.
And aprently there are other topics. Hi mom.
I’m an emotional wreck for a while. Missing something.
Here I am, you have to let the crazy out slowly.😀
I don’t think I was aware of your pain as much as I should have been I missed some of it with the communication barrier. I do understand it all.
Ya. I’m a lot. “Ditto”.
As much as I sound like a wreck, this is me getting close to leveling up. Have to dive in the river of shit to get to the other side sometimes.(?). My analogys have been off lately.
Rebecca is going to have a field day with me tomorrow.
LU Dearly. Any way I can. You are stuck with me. A less whiney version hopefully in not too long.
Hope he feels better soon. Maybe being in less pain will help. I do hope it does.
Just take care of yourself, mask on first, take no shit. Remember you are in a damn good spot if things go south again. I made sure. He can’t evict you under duress with what he has done. Granted it would be a pain to deal with legally and living there. Just wanted you to have the options.
I got you.
Edit: I deemed Spiro “Sippy cup gangster”. I am very proud of that name. He was taunting me with what he could do. So I turned it around.
Got me information, he’s definitely a narcissist. I learned how to deal with them. It’s the ego… Always tells on them.
I am going to tell you the whole story sometime. They did spend a lot. I pissed them off to figure it out. I just had words. They had money. I think l did it. It was kind of mob style for a while. I was in danger. And by extension others.
Even pat who I was a caretaker for was threatened a few times. Ya… He’s 65 and disabled.
Thank you for believing me.
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