I woke up around 6 for a while. Went to have a smoke. After I finished I realized my keys fell out of my pocket.
It’s cold as shit out. No clue what to do at first. Started panicking.
My old ass tried climbing in the window again, but a car was too close to the building to move the dumpster close enough to climb up.
My pneumonia recovery was not liking this.
Gave up on that and just started pounding on windows. I was kind of freaked out. It was too cold for me to be out long and my lungs were not happy.
Was ready to call a Lyft to get somewhere warm.
Finnaly got a neighbor’s attention. Might have freaked him out a bit. Someone pounding on your window at 6 am, miiiiigjt do that. He got me in.
He was amused by it… My dumb ass. Maybey I do need a mommy.
My lock out issues are not unknown. I think it’s hilarious. Told people about me climbing in the window a few times.
You get all my dumb Adam stories. It’s an honor I bestow upon you. Ya, nerd today.
Makes me want to go home where this wouldn’t happen. We shall see. Almost 3 months on that decision with me filling emergency motions and requesting Andreas ofp be gone. Also told the judge I would like to move back to trama house.
I had said Andrea could stay there before. Judge was cool with me changing plans. Andrea got another talking to.
And… my dumb ass family has been listening to Andrea’s sister I found out today.
They are so far from equipped to deal with her. She could make them believe anything. She’s worse than Andrea. More calculated.
I set a boundary of not talking to Andreas family. They never listen. Have to manage them, been doing it for years.
I would not doubt the 72 hour hold was something she encouraged and taking away my ADHD meds. I’m happy the hospital staff knew better.
It did still screw with my care. That can be dangerous, It was for Andrea when they got involved with her care.
Hope you are having a great day, glad you got a good night’s rest.
Try to find a safe way to call. I want to see and or hear you. I would make me feel better. I worry.
Edit: I really hate dealing with the big situation. I had to dump probably 30 files on my family to try to get them to stop listening to Andrea’s family. They actually believed staj..
Some of what the psyc said was exactly what I’ve delt with before. Obviously they had no reason to keep me. But I was told what they were told.
I was able to talk to my therapist after that knows me better. They never talked to her.
My family is not worldly.
I have hundreds of more files on this. It’s a waste of time. Just can’t have them screwing anything else up.. I’m in a bad divorce. Anything can cause problems. It may be what staj is going for.
She is smarter than Andrea, scary smart. I fear her more. I do at least understand her. Hasn’t hardly said a word to me.
For tbe most part all i got from her, I believe, was the hearts in Facebook messenger… You and, I think alley.
Be safe. There’s a connection to you through Joe. I am convinced now. Andrea has talked to him. Talk to me when you can. Please.
Again I’m sorry. I should have probably taken my own advice and stepped back when I thought this may come. I couldn’t. You were my Jillian!
They are dangerous. Please be careful.
I’m going to check for my keys on my pocket and go smoke now.
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