• A barrel of fun, and monkeys

    I should write here more. Sorry. I keep forgetting thet you are worried about that account. It doesn’t occur to me sometimes. I’m burnt. It was good to talk to Tess. She was actually scared at first. Took a white to calm her down and let her know nothing bad was happening. Like really freaked…

  • An old for friend is sometimes the best

    Jillian! Hi  Yacked with my friend Rachel for a while. Needed that.  We have a storied history. From a long time ago. May have told you about her.  Just friends, one of those you have to be careful with, still so wants this.  We have always looked out for each other.  She is, as always…

  • This is the end

    So Andreas body is shutting down. I dont think she will make it. Those assholes wont tell me where she is. They are going to let her die alone for all I know Fuckers. I am pissed off. Here’s tne thng that feels awful to talk about. I have everything from the marriage if that…

  • My messy dopy brain

    Fcmmddmdmkfmdndnkdk It was a mess. All over. Ya.. not pulled that one before. Started with emails again. Stupid brain. Ok or not? Hard to not. Want to make sure we are the be same page. I have a lot more to say on that subject holding my tongue… Sleepy day. Must still be recovering. Like…

  • Oh my God is he a whiny bitch this morning

    Not my morning. It took dopey Adam 20 minutes to gather the things he needed to go out and smoke. Still feels like a win. Im going back to bed. Was up late again. No word on the Andrea situation. I don’t know if she is even alive. What shits. I’ve asked. Edit. Still alive….

  • New strings and a few dings

    Seriously, Hitler in a past life… About to have me a zaa and throw on some new strings. You know now I love new string day. Never did find out where Andrea is. I wanted to make sure she was ok. She really did build those walls too high. I can’t get any information. Feels…